Cost me ?? nothing, I freely gave away, I have found that if I had lost anything he has replaced it with something better and something I really needed. I am his and I call him father and he call me son. Its not a religon its a relationship. Nothing I ever had means anything to me now and its really great to know that. true freedom, I know that he is with me all the time watching and protecting me, I know that he will never give me more that I can handle.So there is no fear or apprehention,all is givin to him.What did it cost me, nothing , It cost him his life , but he also gave that freely.